bestie finally told me the truth. i shall not lie to myself anymore. dislike leads to hate. i shall stop everything before he starts to hate.
thanks bestie, i really felt better after i've cried. but, the next day morning(today), i felt the worst ever. everything's rotten. everything's not going my way. everybody's gettin on my nerves. i'll try not to, but im sorry if you become my victim once again, which is most likely gonna be. i dont know what they've said and i dont want to know. if reali dat's the case, im just disappointed that our friendship cant even withstand their few words.

i dont wanna noe.